Professor Edmund
Cowley is recognized throughout the Empire as a leading authority of the
subject of fae psychology. His eight-volume Introduction to the Study of
the Fae Mind is recognized as the
definitive work on the subject written by a human, and is used even by some fae
authorities. These article is distilled
from his remarks at a recent lecture at the Royal Academy
The first and most important thing to remember about the fae
is that they are not human.
This seems obvious, given that they are by definition
another species. But given the close physical resemblance between humans and
fae, it is easy to forget that they are not merely unusually tall, unusually
long-lived people. They have climbed a
different evolutionary ladder, developed under different pressures, and present
a dramatically different constellation of strengths and weaknesses. To
encounter a fae is not just to encounter a "strange human." Rather, to encounter a fae is to encounter
The Other in the most profound sense.
I propose that it is in the area of the mind in which humans
and fae display their most dramatic differences. In addition to their well-known
gifts for magic and illusion, the fae have a dramatically different set of
cognitive processes and emotional responses. Given these differences, it is not
surprising that they also present a dramatically different set of mental
disorders. It is one of those disorders
which I've been asked to address tonight, the disorder that the fae refer to as
the morghanti.
I must begin by acknowledging that when we speak of the morghanti, we are dealing with a very
thin skein of data. The fae are reluctant to speak of it, even among
themselves. This is especially true for
the dark fae, for whom any sign of weakness is socially dangerous.
I was fortunate in my studies in being able to obtain the
cooperation of a few fae healers, who shared details of a few cases with me
under conditions of strict anonymity, in hopes that I could offer some insight
to heal their patients. In a very small number of cases, I was consulted by the
suffering fae directly. Unfortunately, as I shall relate, we were unable to do
anything for any of our patients.
Loosely speaking, the morghanti
is an obsession. The object of the
obsession may be a place, another fae, a project, a physical object or in
extremely rare cases, a human. However, regardless of the object, the effect on
the afflicted fae is single-minded focus on the relationship with the object.
An afflicted fae will abandon all other goals and relationships to support this
morghanic bond. In this respect, it
is much like human addiction to alcohol or certain drugs. However, the morghanti is not satisfied by anything
as simple as consumption of a substance.
The bound fae feels compelled to focus all their efforts on the object.
If the object is a place, they must live there. This is
normally the most benign of morghanic
attachments, and the one most likely to go unnoticed by others. However, in one
case I studied, the victim was living on a slowly-collapsing limestone stack in
the Ipateus Sea. Once, it had been an
outcropping along the coast, but over the long years of the fae's life, the
shoreline had retreated, leaving the isolated and shrinking rock formation.
Despite this, the fae was only able to leave the place for a few weeks at most.
I visited this particular sufferer, and found myself stranded on the rock for
ten days because rough seas made it impossible for a boat to hold a safe
position off the rock.
If the object is another fae, they must be together and the
afflicted fae must share in every aspect of the object's life. The afflicted
one will take on the goals of what I like to refer to as their morghanic partner as their own. And they
will do almost anything to assure the success and safety of this partner.
If the object is a project or quest, they will put in years,
decades or even centuries of focused effort in attaining their goal. In the
course of my researches, I once discovered a fae who remained focused on an
obscure problem of alchemy for over 175 years, a fact I verified by spending
twenty straight months searching original source archives by hand.
Humans are more problematic. Sometimes, the mere presence of
the human object is enough. It is believed that the stories of the fae
kidnapping humans and keeping them in the Seelie or Unseelie courts may
represent this kind of binding. In other cases, the bond with a human manifests
much like that with another fae, as an intense need to share in and support the
life and projects of the object.
If a fae is prevented from the fulfilling their bond, the
consequences are devastating. The earliest symptoms of separation from the
object of the morghanti are
listlessness and something like depression. A fae with magical aptitude will
often find that their powers begin to fade, as the magic, and indeed their
entire personality, seems to be turning inward. Symptoms include lassitude,
lack of appetite, and numerous aches and pains. They may also descend into
madness, experiencing hallucinations, paranoid fantasies, and extreme anxiety.
In the final throes, some become violent, lashing out at those around them with
renewed power and focus before their death.
These final throes can be terrible to witness. I remember
one such maddened fae, whose morghanic
partner had perished, despite his best efforts. In the advanced stages of
withdrawal, he became delusional, was pursuing the healer and I though the
Thorn Forest, wielding a magic-infused blade and intent on murdering us both.
And yet, even in that advanced state, I believed is was possible to cure the
poor unfortunate’s condition, and I was still attempting concoct such a remedy
as I ran.
The origins of the morghanti
are mysterious. Current theory holds that like human mental illnesses, the morghanti is an unhealthy exaggeration
of an important or even necessary mental state.
Among humans, a necessary realism can become depression, concern for
safety can become anxiety or even paranoia. With creatures as long-lived as the
fae, the mental focus necessary for pursuing long-term goals can become morghanti. What is not understood is how
this normal, healthy focus can become the mental illness that consumes the
lives of many fae.
There is still no reliable cure. For centuries, fae healers
have tried various combinations of natural cures and intricate spells, to no
avail. A few have even tried various synthetic treatments, either alone or in
combination with more traditional means, but these have failed as well.
It was because of the promise shown by one of my compounds
that I was able to set up a relationship with several fae healers, under
conditions of strictest anonymity. Unfortunately, I was able to offer only
minor relief, and that proved temporary. Within less than six months, with all
my pateints, the morghanti had
resumed its course with the same or greater force.
Sometimes, of course, the morghanti lifts of its own accord, vanishing from the life of the
sufferer as suddenly and as mysteriously as it came. It's in the hope of this
that the families of the afflicted offer prayers and sacrifice, often for
hundreds of years, usually to no avail. And yet, the hope remains.
Eric James Spannerman has been a farmer's son, a US Air Force officer, a technical writer, a computer support specialist and a business analyst, as well as being a writer of speculative fiction. He currently lives near Des Moines, Iowa with his wife and daughter. Applied Natural Magic is his first book.
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